I’M OVER GETTING LOST IN THE BULLSHIT AND FEELING LESS ME. FROM NOW I’LL DO WHAT I WANT, WHEN I WANT, HOW I WANT. I’LL FOCUS ON ME, AND I’LL MAKE AN EFFORT TO DO ALL THOSE LITTLE THING’S, THAT AT THE END OF THE DAY MAKE ME A HAPPIER GIRL. THERE’S THE LIST OF THING’S THAT I’VE PUT OFF ON AN ONGOING BASIS FOR FEAR OF FAILURE AND A VAIETY OF OTHER REASONS, AND IF I DON’T DO THEM NOBODY ELSE WILL DO THEM FOR ME. I LOVE MY FRIENDS MORE THAN ANYTHING, BUT SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE EVERYONE WANTS SOMETHING FROM ME AND I JUST DON’T HAVE ANYTHING LEFT TO GIVE… NOT ALL THE TIME, BUT IF IF IT FEELS LIKE MY WORLD IS CRASHING DOWN AND I JUST WANT TO CLEAR MY HEAD, I ALWAYS END UP GETTING A PHONE CALL FROM SOMEONE NEEDING HELP, AND IF I DON’T TRY AND HELP THEM FIRST THEN WHAT KIND OF PERSON WOULD I BE?

COUPLE CRUSH

THEY SAY, THEY SEE, THEY SCREAM

FAVOURITES

The smell of jasmine flowers.
Herbal teas, obsessed - always!
Spring cleaning in my underwear even if it's not spring whilst listening to music.
My blog.
Bliss Organics cafe and they're heavenly hot chocolate with soy.
Creme Brulee.
Autobiography's.
Nutritional books.
Photographs that capture the spirit of adventure, freedom and love.
Vanilla scented candles and candelight at any time of the day/night.
Perrier jouet belle epoche champagne.
Big white tshirts.
Black on black.
White on black.
Old issues of vogue, even if i can't read it, if i love the shoot i have to have it anyway.
Hot, hot weather.
Strawberry body lotion.
Coco mademoiselle by chanel.
Missoni aqua - which they discontinued!!!!
Denzel Washington movies.
Motivational quotes.
Rock'n'rolla, my favourite movie that i can watch repeatedly without getting bored.
Big beds and clean white wheets.
watermelon, Lychees, strawberries and red seedless grapes.
junior mints.

PLAY IT

1. PROMISES - NERO
2. INNOCENCE - NERO
3. SET IF OFF - GIRLTALK
4. HERE'S THE THING - GIRLTALK

MIND OVER MATTER

HAD A MASSIVE GIRLS SLEEPOVER WITH MY FRIEND DANAE, SO ADORABLE SHE'S KIND OF LIKE MY NON-BLOOD RELATED LITTLE SISTER. PRETTY SURE I HAVE NOT CONSUMED SO MUCH FOOD, TALKED SO MUCH AND WATCH 'THAT' MANY MOVIES IN SUCH A MINISCULE AMOUNT OF TIME. ANYHOW, LAST COUPLE WEEKS THERE HAS BEEN HEAPS GOING ON, GOOD AND BAD BUT DEFINITELY OVEWHELMING. KIND OF OVER PEOPLE BEING IN HOSPITAL TOO. SO, I AM OFFICIALLY REFUSING TO FALL INTO A NEGATIVE STATE - MIND OVER MATTER BABY!

EARGASMS, CAFFIENE HITS & FRIDAY NIGHTS

- NOT SUCH A GOOD IDEA TO DOWN THE CAFFIENE BEFORE BED
- YOU WILL NEVER CATCH ME OUT ON A FRIDAY NIGHT
- IM CURRENTLY HAVING EARGASMS TO THE BOYFRIEND REMIX AND LABRINTH