I’M OVER GETTING LOST IN THE BULLSHIT AND FEELING LESS ME. FROM NOW I’LL DO WHAT I WANT, WHEN I WANT, HOW I WANT. I’LL FOCUS ON ME, AND I’LL MAKE AN EFFORT TO DO ALL THOSE LITTLE THING’S, THAT AT THE END OF THE DAY MAKE ME A HAPPIER GIRL. THERE’S THE LIST OF THING’S THAT I’VE PUT OFF ON AN ONGOING BASIS FOR FEAR OF FAILURE AND A VAIETY OF OTHER REASONS, AND IF I DON’T DO THEM NOBODY ELSE WILL DO THEM FOR ME. I LOVE MY FRIENDS MORE THAN ANYTHING, BUT SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE EVERYONE WANTS SOMETHING FROM ME AND I JUST DON’T HAVE ANYTHING LEFT TO GIVE… NOT ALL THE TIME, BUT IF IF IT FEELS LIKE MY WORLD IS CRASHING DOWN AND I JUST WANT TO CLEAR MY HEAD, I ALWAYS END UP GETTING A PHONE CALL FROM SOMEONE NEEDING HELP, AND IF I DON’T TRY AND HELP THEM FIRST THEN WHAT KIND OF PERSON WOULD I BE?

COUPLE CRUSH

THEY SAY, THEY SEE, THEY SCREAM